I’ve mentioned on here that I’d love to live in the country.  It’s where I grew up.  It’s where Tim grew up.  It’s where we want to be.  It’s where Megan wants to be even though she was born and bred in the ‘burbs.  The blog is called Never Wanted Nothin’ More and it’s where I’m exploring that side of myself and sharing things in our lives that I hope are geared toward moving us toward that goal.  Check it out.  Leave a comment…there or here.

1) Are you taller than your mother?

Not really.  I think we are about the same height.  But we are both waaaay taller than either one of my aunts or my grandparents.

2) What color is your car?

Wine red with a cluttered gray interior. 

3) What is the closest thing to you that is red?

A Country Weekly magazine.  Meg uses it as a reference when downloading music.

4) What is your ringtone?

I bounce back and forth between "It’s 5 O’Clock Somewhere" and "Down In Mississippi"

5) Are you sick?

Now and then.

6) What color is your favorite pillow?

Kind of an off white at the moment.  I am hard on pillows and get a new one every month or so.

7) Favorite video game?

Jewel Quest Solitaire and Bookworm.

8) Nap today?

Actually, I did.

9) Gold or silver?

Silver.

10) Is there an animal that creeps you out?

Snakes and sharks are my big phobias, but I’m not particularly fond of anything cold blooded.

11) The last person you rode an elevator with?

Geez, I need to get out more often because I don’t remember the last time I rode an elevator.  It’s been months.

12) Did you go ice skating as a kid?

A few times, but my ankles always turned out (same with roller skating) and I never could see the fun in either falling on my butt constantly or hanging onto the rail for dear life.

13) Last person you had an argument with.

Tim or Megan.  I end up arguing with them all the time.  They are both stubborn as the day is long and they always think they are right.  Oh, did I say that out loud?

14) Ever have stitches?

Nope.  No broken bones either, unless you count a toe and I don’t because they don’t do anything for a broken toe.

15) Favorite non alcoholic drink?

Pepsi.

16) How long ago did you kiss someone?

This morning when Tim left for work.

17) What is something that you want to do before you die?

Live on a farm.

18) Ever caught something on fire?

Possibly.

19) Ever seen a ghost?

I don’t know.  There used to be things going on at night in my parents’ house that creeped my out and that I swore were due to ghosts, but I don’t think I ever saw anything.

20) Ever seen the northern lights?

Sadly, no.

21) Do you know how to use chopsticks?

Yes. I’m just not that good with them.

22) Something good that happened today?

I tried Reese’s new peanut butter cup flavor…peanut butter and banana cream.  It is sooo good.

23) Are you worried about something you can’t control?

Constantly.  I am a chronic worrier.

24) Do you take daily meds?

I take provera, but only 10 days a month.

25) Ever been in a fight?

No.  I missed my calling as a diplomat.

26) Wearing nail polish?

Yes. Clear on my fingers and Flutterby (kinda lavender) on my toes.

27) Favorite color?

Yellow.  I like happy.

28) Innie or outie?

In.

29) Ever used a Ouija board?

Yep, then I got religion and now they scare the crap out of me and I won’t even have one in the house.

30) Sweet or sour?

I like both about the same.  Now if salty had been on the list……

31) Sun or Moon?

The sun.

32) What shoes did you wear today?

Hot pink flip flops.

33) Favorite eye color of the opposite sex?

It doesn’t matter, but Tim’s are blue.

34) Most important quality in a relationship.

Love.  Not romantic, mushy, lusty "love."  I’m talking about real love, not a feeling.  The kind where you make a decision to put the other person first, to always look out for them and their needs, to cherish them for the rest of your lives.

35) Favorite zombie movie?

The Night of the Living Dead movies.  The first one has scenes filmed in a cemetery near here. The second one was filmed at Monroeville Mall, where I have shopped many times.

36) Time of day that you were born?

4:30 pm

37) Do you know your blood type?

A positive.  The same as Tim and the kids.

38) What would you spend 500 dollars on right now?

Back to school clothes for Megan.

39) Name something annoying in public transit?

I don’t have any real experience with public transit so I couldn’t say.

40) Did you grow up in a city or in the country?

Mostly in the country and for a few years, in the forest.

41) Consider going on a reality show for a large amount of money?

You couldn’t pay me enough.

42. Flown in your dreams?

Not that I remember, but I don’t remember very many of my dreams.  I am a very sound, deep sleeper.

43. Hugs or kisses?

Hugs, cause they’re nice from everyone.

44) Ten dollars to spend in a dollar store. What on?

Cleaning products, seasonal decorations, books.

45) Slurpee flavor?

I don’t like Slurpees.

The music was good.  Little Texas put on a really good show and I ended up liking them more than I thought I would.  They have a lot more hits than I remembered.  The Povertyneck Hillbillies were next and I’d have to say the local boys were everyone’s favorites.  They are one of those groups that is poised just on the brink of making it big and they put everything they’ve got into it.  They even spent time walking around the parking lot before hand and in the crowd afterward.  The girls got to talk to them and get their pictures taken with a couple of them.

Mark Wills was really good, too.  Again, he had more hits than I realized, but It Was 19 Somethin’ is still my favorite.  It really captures the childhoods of people my age who grew up in the 70s and 80s.  Clint Black was okay.  He just played and sang by himself with no band.  I’ve never really been a fan of his and I’m still not. 

The night ended with Travis Tritt.  Now that man puts on a good show.  He played a lot of his old hits that you’d expect and a few new ones and right in the middle his band left the stage and he pulled up a chair and did a whole set on an accoustic guitar.  That man can really play the blues!

We got home around 1:00 am, baked, sweaty, smelly and tired, but everyone had a good time….though Tim said Sunday morning that he thought he was getting too old for long days and nights like that.  I might be inclined to agree…..I felt like I had a hangover until at least 4:00 in the afternoon and I only had one hurricane.  I’m not so old and wimpy that one drink does me in.  I think it was just the heat, because did I mention that it was FREAKIN’ HOT?

THE PAST IS OVER

Oh, you say, if only I knew then what I know now, my whole life would be different.  Of course it would.  But guess what–you didn’t know. Or if you did, you didn’t do what you knew you needed to be doing.

So it’s done.  Finished.  Settled.

Sometimes life is unfair.

But that’s okay.

You can move on.

You can get over it.

Stop asking yourself why you didn’t do what you should have done.  The real question is: What are you going to do about it now?

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YOU REALLY NEED TO GIVE YOURSELF A BREAK

You’ve been way too hard on yourself over the years.  If a friend or relative ever said the things to you that you’ve been saying to yourself, you’d stop talking to them.  You’d end the relationship then and there.  You’d cut them out of your life.

You can become the person you really want to be.  You start by letting go of all the old stories you keep replaying in your head like a broken record or scratched CD.

The past will continue to be your future if you drag it along with you!

Meg, again, with her best friend.  And no, they didn’t plan the twin look.

No big plans for her birthday.  She decided to take a pass on the big party this year (she wants a huge blow out next year for her Sweet 16) and instead I’ll be taking her to the outlet mall in the next week or two and giving her money to do shopping for back-to-school clothes.

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It’s been a slow week so far, mostly just hanging out at home so I really don’t have a lot to write about.  I could mention Lyndsey Lohan and her arrest yesterday for DUI and cocaine posession, but it happens so often it hardly seems worthy of notice any more.  Get a clue girl…..and get some help before you throw it all away.

So, out of boredom and lack of topics I checked out what’s been bringing folks to my blog recently.  Oh my!

• Banana peel costume (are you making a costume that looks like a banana or making one out of banana peels?).
• Blend banana peels
• Banana Peel Studio
• Banana peel emotion (who knew banana peels had feelings?)
• Effects of banana peel on leather (why?)
• About a bazillion searches land here wanting to know about smoking banana peels.  Apparently it’s rumored you can get high by doing so.
• Banana peel religious story
• Old books
• Pepe le Pew (I used one picture of him when my dogs got sprayed and I’ll bet I get about 10 hits a day on it.  Who knew Pepe was so popular?)
• Stacy
• Grandson and lightening bugs (awwww)
• Under boob (well, uh…)
• Pick a molester (I don’t even want to know)
• Win vouchers
• Putting Orajel on before a tattoo (I’m guessing it’s supposed to numb the area?)
• Teens cutting themselves
• Farm tractor
• Do you peel zucchini (yes, I do, do you?)
• Grinch
• Irish blinkies
• Lubbock jumpin jungle
• Toby Keith
• One Foot in the Mud Band (wonder if they’re any good?)
• Martha Stewart turkey dryer recipe (I hope they don’t invite me for Thanksgiving dinner)

So, where did I find myself today….  I’m sure you’ve guessed it was out in the boonies digging flowers not only along the road, but also by an abandoned house and along a powerline right of way.  Funny how those never-evers come back to haunt you.  My mom gets a big kick out of it because whatever gene it is that drives a person to such lengths to acquire flowers totally skipped her and her sisters.  I’m the one that seems to have taken up where Nana left off.  I guess I shouldn’t complain.  I could have gotten the gene that drove Nana to wear the most atrocious hats ever to grace a head in her later years.

As for my findings today……peonies, iris, vinca, daisy, butterfly weed, lamb’s ear, a little shrub with pretty yellow flowers, and blackberry bushes.

**Six days until Travis Tritt, Clint Black, Mark Wills, Little Texas and the Povertyneck Hillbillies.  I’m playing music from each group all week on the site to share with y’all a little of what we’ll be hearing.**

Mom scored first with a huge box of yarn for under $5.  She’s always on the lookout for cotton yarn because she knits "chemo caps" for cancer patients.  I was next with a white ceramic christmas tree that has blue plastic birds for the lights.  Turns out I need three birds, but I should be able to find them at a craft store.  Mom found glass Home Interior candle shades (six of them) that my aunt had been unable to find.  Megan and Holly bought embroidery floss and hemp string at the same place.  They’re currently on a kick making friendship bracelets and ankle bracelets one after the other.  I’m sporting two myself.

From there out it was hit or miss with my big find of the morning being an accent table and mirror for Matt and Ashlei’s apartment.  Both pieces are black enamel with gold trim and the table top is smoked glass.  I know, I know, totally 80’s…..but the kids are decorating with an Egyptian theme and they should work well with that and I only paid $10 bucks for both.

There were plenty of places selling food, but the girls kind of turned up their noses at hotdogs so we went into an Italian place and got a pizza.  Geez, was it cold in there.  It was not hot this morning and the air conditioning was cranked in that place.  We all had goosebumps and were shivering.  No lingering over lunch, let me tell ya.

After lunch I picked up some books, a couple of cute flower pots, and a really nice (and nearly done) latchhook rug.  The latchhook kit is 20 years old and made of really good wool yarn, not the cheap stuff in today’s kits.  I think it might actually stand up to being walked on when it’s done.  But my absolute best deal of the day was a solid cherry jewelery armoire picked up for a mere $25!  I’ve wanted one for the longest time.  The lady just wanted to be rid of it so offered the price and was so happy I took it that she kept hugging me, saying thank you and telling me she loved me.  Too funny.  Even funnier?  The girls having to ride home with it laying across their laps.  Wish I’d have had the camera with me.

And you know the best part of the whole day?  My mom never once said anything judgemental or predjudiced.  It was nice.

Thanks, Ches.  I love you!

I asked Megan if she wanted to give it a shot.  She did and we took her best friend, too.  We got there about 11:45 and at noon a woman walked back the line and gave everyone who was there 2 tickets until she ran out.  We walked away with 6!  The girls are so excited and I am currently the most popular mom in town.  Tim’s going with me, I hope (depends on work), and we’ll be chaperoning the girls…..especially if the boys they ask to go say yes.  So next Saturday I’ll be at the Pittsburgh Post-Gazette Pavilion listening to Travis Tritt, Clint Black, Little Texas, Mark Wills and the Povertyneck Hillbillies.  Woot!

**UPDATE**  Well, Tim is going with me.  No boys are going.  Meg’s taking another friend.  Meg’s best friend is taking……her mother.  Not because she wants to, but because her parents are making her because it "was rude not to invite her mother to begin with."  Sigh.  I have a feeling it is just another way to clamp down on the girl.  The parents are so strict with her, they make old school nuns look really lenient.  I have a feeling it’s all about them thinking we won’t be strict enough chaperones.